Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Mini vacations.

Hi....hey let me tell a great place for a long weekend that you can go. Is in New york up state. OK, i will sell it to you, telling you about my weekend there.
For the long weekend in Columbus day, my boyfriend and I when to this place. My boyfriend's parents have a house very close to Coopers Town, maybe some peeple have heard of it; it has something to have with baseball (right now i don't remember).anyway... this place was beautiful. The color of autumm were as someone painted them. Things that you can do...well, we went for hikes and rides in the quats. For dinner we went to Bearslee castle, it suposed to be haunted. The restaurant is great and the way they set it up is awsome. The area is really amezing and it is really chep.
The only thing that I can say that is a three hour rides from Ridgefield, CT, but from my point of view it was worth it.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Big decisions.....

Have you ever felt like you are stuck between a sord and a wall?, well..me this week.
After a lovely weekend up-state N.Y. everything went up-side down. Few days ago recieved the news that my father had a heart attack and that his was havind a heart open surgury. I almos fade. I felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, wasn't a good felling. Many things were throu my head, like guilt for being here and not there when my family needed me, i felt frustation. I couldn't do anything my hands were tie, having that unpleacent feeling made me sick.
I have been living here for three years, I'm studying, working and i have found someone who i want to be with.
Before I got the news of the surgury I didn't know what to do. Should I leave everything that I have here and go there and stay or should I go there for a peririod of time till the things get better and then come back?, if i do that I would have to drop my studies, leave my job and my boyfriend. What would you do in my position? what do you think is best? You care for everybody and of course you don't want to disappoint anybody....
Well, I don't want you let you hang with the story... yesterday my father was operated and he is fine. The surgery was a succes and the doctors say that he is going to be a strong as a bull.